O wow NitaC souds like youve had a true rollercoaster experience! I also had a homebirth, my reasons were to be successfull at bf'ing and to have no medical intervention so I can just imagine how hard this must have been for you.
And all still very recent, I was still struggling to get over how my homebirth went for about a year after J was born.
Well anyway, WELCOME to moomie!
xxx