Bronz I am so sorry I only saw this now! My heart goes out to you and I am thinking of you this morning.
Don't be afraid - it's really quite a simple procedure.
Over the next few days, weeks and months allow yourself to feel whatever emotions arise. I felt alot of anger towards "irresponsible" mothers. Allow yourself to feel the emotion, express yourself and let it go.
Please come and join us on the "Pregnancy after D&C" thread. We have all been where you are now. Some of us very recently and some of us not so recently. Some of the ladies are TTC, some are preggie and some have already had their "post D&C" LO's.
I found it very comforting to have a place to talk "openly" about the emotional as well as physical things that happen post D&C.
Lots of love and hugs to you today xxx