Road to Restoration

Hey hun
Big hugs and strongs to you my friend.
I'm sure this will help you as well as many others who face this unfortunate path.

Hi dear ladies,

29 June I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks. My 2 year old son and I are currently on a vacation, staying with my parents so that little one can spend time with granny and grandpa and so that I have time to actually deal with the loss.

I decided to write and write and write about everything I think and feel. And would love to share it on here, because I know everyone will understand when I say what I say. This afternoon for the first time I just sat down and started writing, so everything I have written is very raw. But its also very honest. I know some of the things I wrote are not the truth, but it is what I felt: for example the drs saying "it wasnt your fault" - somehow i still feel like it is. even though I know it isnt. Things like this is what I know I can share here, and many will relate.

So, in a while, I will post what I wrote this afternoon.
Im doing this to be able to get it out of my heart, and share it with... someone.