huggles i am truly sorry for your loss.
death is really a terrible experience and take your time to deal with the different emotions for your loss and take one day at a time.
you were bless with a precious son and his time with your were precious and is now in a safe place.
pray do make difficult situations that your and hubby will face easier and please keep in mind that all of the moomie ladies is praying for your and your family.
tons of love