It just aint fair

Air Chanz, people do judge - all the time, but don't take notice of them (easier said than done!). So sorry that you guys have to go through all this. Really holding thumbs and hope that you will be blessed very soon. It can't be an easy route.

Goodmorning Ladies

So yesterday I went for my scan to check if my follies were ready for the IUI and like i thought they didnt grow enough.
I was so dissapointed, so that means another 4 days of Gonal f injections and another scan on Friday. If all looks good then, then IUI on Sunday or Monday.
I couldnt help but get depro yesterday. And to say the least i feel a little numb about the IUI.
You know this is one rollercoaster ride I cant wait to get off. It aint fun ttc for so long. When people hear we are going the IUI route we get frowns and then the "that takes the sentimental out of making a baby". Our child will still be made with love even though we doing the IUI.
Then people say but IUI is cheap so dont stress. Well 2500 for the procedure, 2500 for gonal f injections and 500 for the ovidrel. And having a wedding in 2 months. Not easy at all.
I feel so emotional, like why do we have to struggle like this? It just aint fair. And then we have family who think we snobby for not being able to go away for the weekend with them. I guess no one will ever really understand the ttc road unless they have been on it themselves.
Just kind of sad when people judge. Anyway i thought I'd just blow off some steam before i go to work.
Have a great day ladies