Brand New and Totally Lost

Hi Mlvheerden,

You have had a hard and long journey and it is always good to rant and rave about our ttc journey. I have never been on Provera or Metformin but I am going on my first round of Fertomid in the next few weeks as I do not ovulate regularly. There is a lovely group of ladies on Trying for 2015 baby who might be able to help you with some of your questions.

I had to chuckle as ladies on the above mentioned forum always makes jokes about "Dr Google" as we symptom spot and need answers

Please join us on the forum

Hello all the mommies. Im totally new at the whole forum thing, but I need to talk....and share....and vent....I just need someone who knows what it feels like!

In 2010 we started our journey. And boy was I excited. Not being married yet we had so many ppl against us, but we pushed thru. Having pcos, being overweight, no regular periods.....I knew it wasnt going to be easy, so wanted to start straight away!! We tried it ourself with no success. Then we went for our first appointment at our FS. It was emotional beyond believe! But again we pushed thru. Our very first IUI was a success...we were pregnant! But sadly my heart got ripped right our of my chest when we lost the baba at 8 weeks pregnant.

So straight back on the horse so to speak. Another 4 IUI's. All with BFN's. My heart was breaking. It was taking it's toll on our relationship. And thru it all I started planning our wedding. June 2012 we got our last negative result and I was done! D O N E! I booked our honeymoon, Thailand here we come. Having a baby has been pushed way to the back of my mind.....so imagine my surprise when I found out in August 2012....yes, 2012....we are pregnant!! And I became one of those statistics of ppl getting pregnant naturally after stopping with Fertility treatments.

So it was a difficult pregnancy. Having to travel to Thailand....having to actually eat anything they make in Thailand ahahaha. Had a c-section on 36 weeks....man was that scary! Emotional. So now with all that said....I have an amazing little boy of two years old. He is the love of my life.

The last few weeks I have been thinking about baby number 2. Like in really really thinking about it. I feel this DEEP DEEP need to have another baby. But where do I start.....went to see a FS three weeks ago. And seeing as I fell pregnant naturally, that is the route he wants to go. So from having NO period at all after baba was born.....he put me on Provera, and Metformin.....which I will be getting at the pharmacy this weekend.....now.....where from here?? I feel like an idiot. Like I didnt go thru almost two years of treatment. I dont know when I ovulate. When to test. What to test. I feel soooooo lost!

And thinking that a hubby understands this ..... whatever
"why dont u google it" was the answer I got after almost losing my mind and being in tears hahahah.....but I love him still, and always will