Time to begin TTC 2018!

@Nicole & @Jay - Thanks ladies, I know I need to go through the stages of grief, it just sucks...

@ Chanti, I am terribly sorry to hear what you went through I can't understand what you must be feeling and going through! My heart breaks for you. Be strong, cry, scream and do what you have too. Sending strength and hugs

Chanti my heart is absolutely broken for you I am so so sorry to hear this sad news. I don't know what to say except that we are all thinking about you and I will pray pray pray that you are blessed with another little miracle soon. I wholeheartedly agree about the tantrum thing....it really ISNT fair at all. I don't understand why our bodies fail but all we have to try and remember is that everything happens for a reason, as hard as it is to understand what that actual reason is. Sending big hugs to you, i hope your cycle returns and you can start ttc again. In the meantime take care of yourself hun. lots of love xxxx

Hey ladies!

So unfortunately I am back to TTC.... We lost our little miracle at 13w4d last Sunday. It was the most horrific experience and I feel like I have lost a huge part of me. I know we will TTC after my next cycle but to be honest I am terrified of falling pregnant, I saw my little baby moving around on the screen that morning and that night I was burying it in my rose garden.... how do you ever possibly feel hopeful again???

I'm obviously still going through the last end of a miscarriage so I have no idea when to expect a period, I assume 4-6weeks? I will try and catch up a little on everything going on here and dive right in with you ladies.

So praying we all receive our precious little miracles soon. I feel like throwing a tantrum like a toddler and saying this isn't fair that women struggle with something that they are born and created to do.

Hi There Ladies!!

How is everyone doing? Im so excited to see that maybe soon we will have some BFP results!!

We went to the FS this morning, and it went absolutely great! There are 10 Follicles from what the doctor could see but he struggled to see on the right side so there might be more! All the follicles are on the larger side ranging between 13-16mm. I have two days of injections left today and tomorrow and Monday is our next scan!

The doctor also said that egg retrieval is on Wednesday We are so excited about getting closer to the end of this journey and beginning a new one if all goes well.

Im so relieved and excited about this....

Baby dust to all you wonderful ladies!


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Hi Ladies
I have decided to make an appointment with a fertility specialist at Medfem. I sent them an email to make an appointment for first week of July. I have not spoken to my hubby about this as the channel of communication is almost non existent, but I deduced from his rants that he wants to do this as well. I think not having a child of our own is a main contributing factor to all our problems. My hubby does have a grown up daughter, but I know he wants a son of his own. He loves kids, so I will just tell him that I am going to check myself out, then once we are there, the specialist will then talk to both of us and I hope that things will start happening from there. I am 37 and realised I was very selfish only to do this now after so many years. I thought that I was leaving all in God's hands, but I guess God has also given us doctors to help. I also know that I was not matured enough before but I believe that I have since matured enough to look well after my own child. Perhaps God wanted me to grow up first.
Wishing you all a blessed weekend.

Hi JayBee - it was Ampath that took the test. I didn't know there was a difference.

I had some cramping on 8DPO and pinkish /orange spotting the day afternoon and a little this morning. Only a few drops when wiping. I have never had IB or spotting like this. I normally have dark brown spotting the day that AF shows, but AF is only due 27th. Not cramping too much, but only very ,mild / dull pressure in abdomen. Every now and again I get sharp cramps but only for a second.

Holding my fx! For the very first time this cycle I have a good feeling even though a test this morning came back BFN.