Time to begin TTC 2018!

Starring @ the hpt second guessing to test,bladder finally full so i decided its now or never took the test received a BFN longest 5min of my life altho i watched and watched the test waiting for the lines to pop up but a very faint line appeared that made me check the expiry date and its all good but stil a fat negative my heart sunk im not emotional but i just feel like crap i guess i dont think i have the heart to tell SO the test gave me a neg
But stil no AF no symptoms or signs that shes approaching why am i late?
I hate the fact that i dont know my body!
Its my late father's bday in a week thought it would be a gift from him to me but i was so dead wrong
Last night my kids was playing with my tummy my son the youngest was telling "mommys tummy is gonna be so big,its my baby" so i thought bubba u might hit the spot right there
Im gutted i feel like yelling,slamming doors isolating myself but why? Thats not gonna help me in any way!

Starring @ the hpt second guessing to test,bladder finally full so i decided its now or never took the test received a BFN longest 5min of my life altho i watched and watched the test waiting for the lines to pop up but a very faint line appeared that made me check the expiry date and its all good but stil a fat negative my heart sunk im not emotional but i just feel like crap i guess i dont think i have the heart to tell SO the test gave me a neg
But stil no AF no symptoms or signs that shes approaching why am i late?
I hate the fact that i dont know my body!

@jaybee no smiley yet and I used my last OPK this morning. We decided to just have fun this month and not worry too much. I'm going to check out the website. Thank you so much. It will be such a help to get a cheaper brand coz CB is a bit pricey for months like these when you need more than you get in a box lol

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@ Ayesha, I found a PE online company that sells OPK's for R8+ www.babiesandthings.ecwid.com
Have you gotten your smiley yet? I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through and it is heartbreaking . But there is a little one fighting to have you as a mommy and I am sure it will happen soon.

@ BmB, ooh how exciting, holding thumbs for you and that you get your BFP!

@ Nicola, maybe this is all you need less pressure and stress, I know it takes a lot out of one. All of the best and please let us know how it goes

@ Cands, wow how did the 25km go,

AFM, going to buy 30 OPK's online. With the passed cycle we only BD'ed twice on ovulation but this time we are going full steam.

Afternoon Moomies...
Hoping ya'll haing a relaxed Sunday while my nerves is hanging by a thread
No sign of AF yet hoping and wishing she stays away...SO buying a test later today cz his currently at work so im tempting to test tonite dont think i can hold out until tomorrow.
#BabyDustAll

Hi ladies,

Weekend is very relaxed. Decided that some wine is the name of the game this weekend

I totally agree with a bit of time off. I am off for two months too. So DH and I can enjoy good times and I can run a marathon. Or half. Tomorrow I'm doing 25km.

Jay bee I'm so sorry hun. Been so rough for all of us.

Let's just breathe, take time and think about the end goal. Enjoy time off and just remind ourselves of what we want and our relationships. They must not suffer.

@Nicola...im glad you and DH spoke it out and are on the same page. I think we get so involved in ttc that we allow it to take over our lives and every failed cycle we are left a little more broken and we don't see the world around us. Maybe you need the less stress lifestyle who knows maybe with out stressing about every little thing, you might get your bfp. Good luck *hugs* please keep in touch

I have slight cramps in my ovaries fx I'm going to test tomorrow with my last OPK but not really worried this month. My angel baby was conceived around this time and if I'm honest I don't think I would be able to go through it with a 2nd pregnancy and similar time lines I will always think what could I have done differently the 1st time and maybe I'm over reacting but I'm sitting here and today my son is just on my mind constantly. Maybe next month I'll start being serious again but this month we just enjoying being us not schedules and time lines. And all honesty it's so much more fun lol tmi sorry :eek:

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