TB @ 4 MONTHS

My Kyle was given an overdose of the BCG vaccine at birth which caused his cells to become meted together causing TB. I assumed the nurse knew what she was doing so I never bothered to make her double check nut that little oversight on my part has now got my LB on TB medication for the next 9 months of his life & I feel terrible. This is my first child and somehow I feel like I am a bad mother, I was looking forward to having more children but after this I am not sure if I can handle anymore mishaps with my son. All this has just thrown me off track and because of my guilt my relationship with my partner has also taken a strain and all day at work I am just sourcing information regarding his condition and I am not finding anything that makes me feel better or less at fault for my current predicament

I am going out my mind and tearing my life apart