hi everybody, sori been so quiet, angelique has had croup and what a mission its been trying to keep her out of hospital, got it right though, she is much better. bardon on the other hand i dont know what im going to do, feel like booking him in and he may only come home when he is better, while ange had the croup which is a 24 hour job on its own bardon had terribly high fevers, like 39.4, i was just suppos him, you guys know, well, eventually got it broken on friday morn, well saturday he slowly started with this cough but he is ok, now now i realise he has bright red rosie cheeks, urgh 38.6 fever again. what the hell am i going to do. these freaking germs wont leave my kids alone and im just not getting them better.
my pead has gone to lecture in europe for a neo-natal something or other and i got no-one to phone when i need help, he did say i must email him if anything changes with bardon but i feel so aweful to bother him. he is gone for 4 days.
cannot wait til he back, i feel like a chicken with a cut off head!!!
someone asked me the other day how do you cope, well i dont, im like in robot mode havent slept in days, well i get about 3 hrs sleep in the last 3/4 days, i operate on zero!!!
well, i gotta go to checkers and then drop jolene off at birthday party and pick angie up.
prayers to my friend please the one that had her baby the other day, he will be 2 weeks tomorrow, and is lying very sick in hospital with that RSV virus like bardon had!!! very very very sick!!!
will read posts as soon as i can!!!