
Hi Ladies
Im loving how busy our forum is lately we wnt through a patch that it was soooo quite
As for me, i went to the hairdresser and got a cut,colour and blow wave this morning my best friend who owns a salon booked her morning off to help me out as i was really starting to feel sorry for myself as it has become so difficult to do anything for myself be it buy clothes (my closet is basically my maternity stuff and my when i was skinny stuff) so im in dying need of clothes, but my pram doesnt fit in changing rooms and my weak bladder doesnt help when the minute i get into town and i need the loo and my pram dont fit in no cubical toilet
So that has been a challenge, so has going to get my hair done i havnt done it since July so it was so overdue. I just feel bad having someone sit with Jess and Sienna while i go pamer myself

And im not lucky enough to have MIL, SIL, or my own sis or mom as they work and sort of have a tough love approach to it...u made them you look after them. Having very little support and hubby working 7 days a week has had me chewing my rescues and feeling super sorry for myself so i confronted my mom and SIL as they have promised and me and never delivered and always have an excuse so let me put it this way....im not the most fav person at the moment...2 days before my birthday
But i have really felt let down by them and in the mood ive been in this week i let them all know, In the past 4 months Sienna and Jess has been looked after once by my SIL when i went to get Jess's birthday present and my mom helped once when i went to BIL 50TH and only because it was held in a smoking resturant!
So ya according to everyone im on a war path.....or mabe im just gatvol of being someone everyone else can rely on and yet i have nobody to rely on!