Evening ladies
Klk yes I see the pics. How beautiful. Sal we miss you!
Once again so sorry about your aunt. Hope you and the family are holding up. Big hugs.
Esmari enjoy your w/end & pizza & girls night

Even though its possibly over already.
Lucy may this be the best time away from thermometres & Moomie ever! Enjoy, and think of me. I'm super jealous!
If there was one surprise holiday I could wish for, it'd be a trip to pilansberg / kruger for a few nights.
Nunu's mom thx for the kind words. I am feeling rather depressed about it all right now. Mostly because I've been waiting & waiting since May and havent had a way of preparing myself, and then suddenly this news. All the emotions just keep flowing, and DH does not seem to understand, and instead of just being there, just gets irritated with me and tells me I should be happy that I now know and he doesnt understand why I'm so emotional. He doesnt need to understand. I dont want his words, just his comfort but he is so off with me since Tuesday. The week I need him the most I really feel so alone. It is scaring me because if I go through similar emotion once Kaylee here I dont know if I can handle the lack of support emotionally. And he's out tonight even though I could've done with his company but I know that I wouldnt get the support I need anyways we'd just watch tv, probably fight, and I'd go to bed early. So a bit ticked off. Spent the night sorting through toiletries & drawers.
Being a first time mum not easy. No clue what the best way is to pack things based on access. I'll probably pack and repack loads before she arrives.
Anyway have just taken a stilnox and hope to be off to duduland soon.
Busy weekend ahead it seems.
Only 2 weeks left at work.
The package / retrenchment will all be finalised by Thursday, and then at least I can switch off and focus on my baby.
PS Sorry for the selfish post. Have kept this bottled up all day.