Here goes.....

Slakkie I am really sorry that this was not your month. I sort of want to say m*therf*cker but that might not be the politically correct thing to say.

But it sucks, like chunky sucks!

Slakkie hugs to you. How do you feel? Will you guys try again?

Also started spotting last night and this morning it was all confirmed, so deja vu - found myself crying on the toilet pot. Have not done that in three years. I decided early on during this process that this time I am not going to go through the emotional upheaval. I mos have a child right? So hundreds of reasons to be greatful already. And yet, here I am again. I somehow had this notion that because I have twice conceived naturally that I can simply do one round of IUI and "Bob's your uncle"....

I guess what is not helping is that Ethan just love babies. Right now there is a 1 year old in his class that he refers to as "the baby" and he adores this child. The other day when I picked Ethan up from school "the baby" was crying and Ethan said: "mommy take him". So I think he is ready for a sibling and would love to have one. And so I put more pressure on myself - as it is the primary reason for having another one - I would love for my child to have a sibling.

And now having done my calculations I have just figured out that day 12 when I am supposed to get the clomiphene injection (to release the egg) falls on a Sunday - not sure whether my gynae will do it for me on a Sunday. the Monday may be too late, plus I have to do the insemination the Monday because I have to be in Joburg the Tuesday. And I have to do the Joburg trip because I serve on a board for which I earn extra money (but only if i attend the meeting) and we need the extra money to pay for the procedure - classic catch 22!!!

That's awesome, hun. xxx

Hi Lori

Yay for trying again this month!

Anyways B FARKING N for me!!! Uaghhhh!!! AF arrived this morning in full force.

Ok - well hope the bi*tch doesn't arrive...

Jems I am waiting for AF - scheduled to turn up tomorrow or so. Then back to gynae. He actually wants to see me on my 1st day of AF!!!! If all is ok, I go back on clomid for another round of AI!!!
We have decided on three.

What's the POA now LoriF?