Soo... took a pregnancy test 30 mins ago and it's a dark positive. (Please see attachment).
This is my 5th "pregnancy" and I have one daughter. I've had 4 blighted ovums, the last of which was in March this year. So i dont know how to feel right now and i'm torn between doing nothing and just waiting for either a baby or ..... Or going to get a blood test done and then assessing the levels to try and work out what will eventually happen.
Can i have a moment of self pity and just say I really hate this.

It's happened so many times and i am so fearful that it happens again. I hate how I will forever be afraid of trying because of the uncertainty...