Loosing my mind - I want a BABY!!!

Hey guys, I have been "part" of this forum now for close to two years, I have never had the guts to post anything because I always feel awkward about it.

Anyway was on the pill for two years, stopped 6 months ago and Hubby and I been trying since with no luck I honestly don't know what the problem is because we did conceive before and lost a baby due to Incompetent Cervix - also had a Lletz procedure.

Now I am frustrated beyond words, we eating healthy, we exercise hubby doesn't wear tight briefs... I take folic acid I chart/track my cycle whew but every month I get same results

I just ordered fertile XX & XY hoping it will be delivered tomorrow and we can get this show started

Is anybody as frustrated as I am???