TRYING FOR 2015 BABY

How on earth do I handle this????

My ex husband and I got married in 2009 and before we were married we fell pregnant with Liam and lost Liam in August 2009 and he then asked for the divorce in 2012 and we were eventually divorced in January 2013, bearing in mind we struggled for 3 yrs to fall pregnant after we lost Liam as the ex husband had 2% sperm count... He then met another girl and they dated for 2 yrs and they got engaged last yr March and got married in February 2015...

Well she msged me to say she is 6 weeks pregnant... Well I am gutted but at the same time happy for them... I now I need to put my past behind me but it hurts as I was once there with Liam and my pregnancy didn't last... After all these years I still cry for Liam...

My DF and Chloe are my life and I realise I need to focus on the future with those 2 special people in my life.... Sorry for the vent but I have no idea how to come to terms with this as in the end it is reality...

AnzelMama, Fertomid/Clomid can do that unfortunately but keep the faith and you will have your BFP in no time.. Holding thumbs!!! I suppose it's a good thing that you not thinking about testing as eventually it consumes one's head...

Im all of a sudden feeling very bloated with a burning sensation in my womb around the ovaries... Nipples are sensitive too... Weird how the body works... Last month I has a 23 day cycle and this month im sitting on CD34

Hey, girls

Well, I was planning to test on Saturday morning. I have one HPT left and don't want to waste it. But with all the stuff going on around me at the moment, I must admit that is the last thing on my mind.

This was my first round of Fertomid, so it's possible that it didn't work and only next month. Don't know.

I forgot to add, my boobs hurt like hell, my nips feel extremely tender and sensitive too. I heard that Fertomid can cause false pregnancy symptoms, so I don't want to read too much into the situations... What you girls think?

Babydreaming, I see you came right with your tickers - Great stuff!

Thank you ladies, you all still give me hope even though myself and my fiancé are clueless wether I am pregnant or not... So frustrating

@MomToCloe - Thanks for you help! I have added them! See there is reason for you to test. FX for that bfp okay! Let us know!

@Anzel - WOW yes that is reason to celebrate, congrats girl! The benefits are amazing and maybe you should explain to your company about your deficit. You know tell them that your fixed term was much more beneficial and hun if they employed you permanently they definitely want you there and you are an asset to the company. And dont loose hope yet, maybe you will get that bfp soon! When are you planning to test?

AnzelMama - That is FANTASTIC news! Congratulations.. Indeed a reason to celebrate Wow! Your company sure does look after you with regards to all the benefits.. When are you planning to test? I see a BFP in the making with all your symptoms

Ok! Got it.... Go to your profile and click the tab "profile information" right at the bottom paste the URL code into the signature space.... Hope that helps... Sorry about your headache, try stay calm - I know easier said than done...

True! I suppose all pregnancies are different... But I thought I would feel the same like I did when I was pregnant with Chloe and Liam although those pregnancies didn't feel the same... I will test again on Friday morning