Trying for a 2016 baby

@Anzel - Maybe its a sign that u won't need ur IUI Im not sure about u guys but I really feel that we will all get our BFP's this month..

Hi girls

Some weird stuff is going on my side. I remember talking to our FS during August about the planned IUI in December via email - The clinic sister mailed me all the docs I need, from the prescription to the blood slips hubby and I have to do in November. When I looked for it this morning in my mailbox, all traces of that discussion has vanished. There is nothing on the topic in my folder where I normally save the emails, and nothing in the sent or trash folders. All the emails before we went to see the FS in July was there, but nothing on the planned IUI! Weird!!!!

Hubby says he didn't delete it - not that I even thought that he would do that. We both agreed that we will go for the IUI in December if I don't fall pregnant naturally, so he wouldn't do that.

It is also not in my archives. I really thought I was going mad and that I had that discussion with the FS and the Clinic sister all in my head!!! Luckily, the clinic sister still had all the communications between us and sent it to me again! Gosh! What a shocker!

@TanyaS - Has hubby changed his mind again at all?

@Liza - Sorry about the BFN Im glad im not the only one experiencing bouts of nausea though!!

@Chanti - Girl, I know that feeling. I get it sometimes and I really don't like feeling that way. When it happens, I take a few rescues, get something creative to do, like crocheting or colouring, and then I try to get my mind off it. I also then ask hubby to give me some time on my own. I think it's stress and being strong for soooo long. And let's face it, the TTC journey does that to you. It drives you insane, makes you anxious and sometimes makes you depro. Strongs girl! You'll get through this!

@Liza - Sorry about the BFN! Maybe it was just too early?? Give it another day or two, then test again. I hate being dissapointed by a BFN, so I decided not to test until Monday, CD 31. FX'ed for you!

Morning Ladies

Having a hectic day at work!

So i POAS last night out of pure bloody curiosity and got a BFN.

Did not see why i should POAS again this morning just to be dissapointed again.

CD24 for me today and 10DPO. Still have my stuffy nose, mild cramping and nausa on and off. Newest thing i am constantly hungry

So i dont know now i will patiently wait for AF next week.

@anzel - It's stunning!! Will load a pic of my blanky this evening

I feel so emotional/anxious today... I don't know why and its bugging me...

@Chanti - Here is a picture of my current work in progress! It's going to take me forever to complete, as I only crochet on Thursday and Friday evenings with friends. But I'm sure it will be worth it!!