Time to begin TTC 2019!

@maybeebaby that pic is so true. No matter how much we try we can't force our body's.

We have our IUI at 12 and hubby is nervous about having to produce a sample there. I tried to calm him down and then lost my cool, which I regret, and told him all he has to do is shoot into a cup, everything else is up to my body and if we don't succeed I'm the one that feels like my body is defective, like I'm defective so he should just shut up and shoot in a cup.

We don't realise how much all this takes it's toll on us, we just try and push away the nagging doubts. But we are only human and we are not perfect. We have to at Some point put it in God's hands coz he is the best of planners.

You will fall pregnant again hun don't give up. One thing I learnt is if you wanna cry, cry. This journey can take it's toll emotionally as well as pbysically

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@Ayesha thank you for your sweet words i feel like an emotional wreck,this is just sooo hard i can kick myself for resorting to the depo shot thinking i was done having babies so partially i blame myself for struggling cause the depo screwed me over!

@maybeebaby, you are really not alone, I'm sure I speak for most of us here when I say we've all felt this way at some point. You try your hardest to fall pregnant, you do everything right and it's the hardest process in the world. Then you see or read or here about drug addicts having multiple pregnancies and people abandoning their new borns and women that abuse the small children and it always makes you wonder, why you, some one who would adore falling pregnant, who would give anything for the blessing struggles so hard to actually fall pregnant and these women have no problem. I for one have questioned god on many occasions.

I believe that God tests the ones he loves the most, and this test that we facing is a very difficult one. When we do fall pregnant, and I believe we all will get our BFP, we will appreciate it so much more.

Just know you are not alone in how you feeling hun.

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I need to vent this is the only support system i have and who understands my struggle other than my SO

Af is expected to be in full swing by either later tonight or tomorrow morning...my cycles is all over the place cd27,cd30,cd24,cd26,cd28/29 note that the last three consecutive cycles were unmedicated and i really hoped it wouldve regulated.
I feel like curling up and hiding in a deep,dark hole
Is a baby really in the cards for me? Am i selfish? I feel defeated! I hate giving up! I feel broken,my heart hurts :'(
when is enough,Enough!
My medaid doesnt cover fertility meds so with each cycle its extra money,icsi or ivf is not even an option,iui is also a pretty penny money that couldve been spent on my kids.
Why does pregnancy happen so easily for drugaddicts,those who are less fortunate?
Im not 1 to question Gods faith but why is it sooo hard,our fruitful womb purpose is to carry life and its near to impossible
When does one cut ties with this journey.
I want to be happy but a part of me feels broken.

Hello ladies hope you all doing seems like i have some catching up to do
@ Lagogies
@Ayesha
Fx for your upcoming iui,sending loads of sticky baby dust your way.
@Cands suma xcyted for you soon,soon you'll get your very own biggest&fatest +
To the rest of the moomie clan sending the baby dust fairy your way

eeekkkk ladies I am so excited for you both!!!
@Ayesha I had my trigger on the Wednesday morning and IUI Friday morning
Praying for you both xxxx