Hi ladies!
TARYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is such exciting news!!!!!!!! What did DH say? What time do you wake up in the mornings??? cant wait to see your double confirmation of a BFP!!!
well, yesterday after finding out the ivory coast video conference is postponed, I got very emotional. i feel like everything in our lives is on hold INCASE we leave...I ended up becoming very teary eyed and eventually told DH I have nothing to look forward to.
If I knew for sure we were going, I would get my yellow fever vaccine which puts me out of TTC for 1 month. Then we would be moving a month later. then it takes about a month to find a home, another month to settle and then there would only be 1 month left until december honeymoon. so I had milestones to keep me going.
but now there is nothing and my life feels so unfulfilled. I think DH realised how badly I wanted this and after discussing, decided we could start TTC.
I guess you are wondering why there are no smileys?? I wanted to confirm tonight that he is sure about TTC and now he says he doesnt remember agreeing to it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I became teary eyed again and he says "ok we can have a baby".
I feel like I have forced him to be ready to TTC and now I dont even want to.
CD32, no AF and dont even know why the symptoms of AF are but I have nothing...
I am totally fed up and overwhelmed with everything going on (or not going on!) plus worked in labour ward today which doesnt help