hi ladies, so we are back from the fs.
the bleeding stopped last night but i was still a complete wreck. i sat sobbing in waiting room at the fs. he called me in, said he heard about last night and that he was terribly sorry. i said he wanted to do a scan just to see if there is something still there which would mean that i would need a d and c. so we do the scan and he became very quiet and then he said, "please dont start crying again but i see a heartbeat"! i was like say what?! he was skocked that the ER dr last night dismissed it as a mc. he said he puts me at 5.5 weeks but defnitly not 4! i am so full of mixed emotions at the moment.
the dr last night told us that it was a definite mc and she gave me all these information folders with grieving and trying again after a loss. DH wants to call her and give her a piece of his mind!
I am still so scared and dont quite believe it, but im trying to stay positive! Im at home today and im just going to stay in my Pjs and watch dvd´s! My eyes are so raw from all the crying, i am still crying but now im not so sure why anymore?