still waiting on test results, i am probably the most impatient person ever! if i want it now i want it now, i hate waiting...
the wind in cape town is so hectic toay, just vacummed the tiles and now they are full of dust and grass again, will have to clean and keep the doors closed. argh!!!
gotta take jolene wee in to pathcare now now, 24 hours of collected wee, you have never seen me gag so many times, ewwww!!!
oh and shouldve seen me struggle to get the glue out her hair, still all not out but that which was on the hair is outish and that on scalp is stuck so will cum loose with time, sat with a fine tooth comb last night combing piece for piece, she loved it!!!
we got our vhs working, so now ange watches all jolene's old barbie movies barbie nutcracker, barbie rapunzel, barbie swanlake, barbie dancing princesses, barbie mermadia, fairytopia, all those and she thinks she is in heaven... even watched the lion king last night, i love the lion king, i love singing with all the songs. awesome!!!
im sure im still a kid...
i felt really goo yesterday when i picked ange up from school, the lady in the baby class asked me how its going with jolene and stood and spoke to her for long (now thats a class you want your baby in, nella is amazing)and she told me that it is no way that its lack of attention or anything, she says she has seen me in checkers with the kids and here at the creche with the kids and if children "kloek" around their mother and are so attached to their mom, there is no way they are attention deprived, made me feel so good, cause thats when i realised i really am doing a good job with my kids, yes times get rough sometimes, but if i was as horrid as what i think i am, then the kids wouldnt love me as much as they do!!!!!!!!!!!!!
felt good!!!