Oct/Nov 2008 mommies!

Julz im sorry sweetie that you are going through a tough time. Hope the medical aid will be understanding and allow you to that. (((hugs))to you

Lelani glad you had a good time at the braai and that Zian was so well behaved

Plans for the weekend include the following:

Saturday morning we are doing our monthly grocery shopping

Saturday afternoon we will probly just relax and then Sunday we will take Keiran either to the nusery to see the birds and rabbits or to the Zoo (if the weather allows us to)

We are going to Port Alred from the 14th May to the 16th May as df's parents are renewing their vows there and they have asked us all to come and they paying for our accommodation. The only things is its an hour and 45 min drive and not to sure how K is going to be?

Oh and about the wine thing, I don't know hey! I drink one glass of wine and I feel sick!! It's the same with beer. When I drink Wine I get headaches but my friend says I must just keep drinking lol.

Aww Julz, I am so so sorry that you are struggling. I wish I could give you a hug!

I'm actually thinking of consulting a psychologist myself. I think my relationship with food is a lot worse than people think and it's getting even worse now. It's hard to explain but I am definitely a food addict. You can't tell me one thing about health & fitness that I don't know because I've been to so many dieticians and trainers but even though I know all this stuff, I somehow manipulate my brain to think that it's ok to have another piece of cake/slice of toast etc. ANd I am making more and more excuses for myself. I'm justifying things that I shouldn't be and what's worst, is that I'm doing it to myself. C doesn't care how much I eat but I'll try to justify it so that I don't feel bad. AND I'm starting to feel less and less guilty. So I am looking for an addiction specialist. I mean it doesn't help that I am going into the food business but 80% of Foodies aren't overweight so I must just get the help that I think I need. And also, since my mom's death I have picked up more weight than I ever did before. I was always the big girl but I was never FAT. I look at photo's of myself 6 years ago and I want to cry. My legs had shape, my waist was tiny and my bum was round but not ROUNNDDD!! So I think talking to someone might help a bit.

They say change is good so I am quite happy today. (maybe drugs) but our study is shocking. I mean the last room of the house that has not been revamped and this weekend is study weekend.

Simone sorry to hear that Addy is going through a difficult patch, hopefully she gets over it soon. Hmmm the tomato bredie sounds good

Lelani glad you guys had a good evening & that Zian was such a good little guy
Enjoy your olive festival this weekend ....

Simone so aren't you feeling a bit sad that your sister is not going to be working for you?

I hate when monthend falls on a Friday ....

yes simone. Had a bad trigger and now I can't sleep again etc.

Lelani glad u enjoyed the braai;-)

Mandy hope Cam gets better soon.

Julz u'll be happy about our supper last night...lol. Gerard made the most divine tomato bredie! Shame he wanted to surprise me and asked my mom to tell him how to make it...was his first attempt and it was really good!

W.r.t sleep...my child had her worst night ever....going thru major seperation anxiety with her dad....i come to pick her up she tells me: no! dada!

We left her to cry it out a few times...and she then proceeded to cry til she puked 2ce...i picked her up before the 3rd puke could take place! *sigh*...i dont know why but its getting worse every night!