hey ladies finally am finding some time to go on the internet and be normal again! lol....
Okay here goes my birth story
Tuesday i woke up about 7am and went to toilet then when i walked back to my room noticed i was "leaking" it was not a lot and first thought it was wee! i was like what the hang? went back to loo left again and it carried on, i was thinking this cant be my waters can it? Anyhoo just in case i finished packing my bags but by this stage i was wearing a pad and shaking lol i was only 38 weeks and 2 days, called gynae and they said i must come in with my bags, so DH rushed home went to gynae and i was already 2cms dialated and she confirmed i was in labour yikes! still no contractions tho, so got admitted at 10am then we were so bored waiting for contractions we went downstairs for coffee came back up nothing, they hooked me up to monitor again and said i was having but i could feel nothing! then lucy came to say hi (so strange i tell you meeting her for the first time in labour), by 12 gynae came up and i was only 3 cms.... so they put me on oxytocin drip to bring on contractions and speed up, at 5:30 i was only 4cm.... so by this stage yes i was getting bad contractions about 3 or 4 every 10 mins, but coping. She asked if i want epidural and that i must know that labour will take another 7 hours!!! 1 cm every hour.... i was coping with pain but knew i couldnt do that for another 7 hours. So i said yes okay, by 6:30 epidural was in BUT they only got it right third time lucky i cannot tellyou the pain between them keep trying and the contractions at the same time flip i did swear... finally after in pain went away and gynae left.... 30 mins later breyton's heart rate dropped drastically and it was decided i would have a emergency ceaser as he was in distress. It was the best thing as the cord was around his neck! flip. I cannot tell you what i felt when i heard his cry it was amazing and i did cry even though i thought i might not. He is amazing! Ceaser was not that bad (although took my uterus out twice.... and i started getting feeling back but then they zoned me out on laughing gas).... but the pain after i was suffering and the morphine puts you on a hectic high!
Its so amazing being a mom, i am lucky i had colustrum and lots of it, then my milk came in on thursday night and since then am coping. First two days i struggled to latch him and thought i would never get it right but now all is going well. I am demand feeding but to be honest so confused with it all but he seems to be drinking and he sleeps alot! Breasts got very engorged on Friday so had to send DH out to get me cabbage leaves from his mom in the middle of the night ha ha shame, last night tho struggled with getting his winds out i was near to tears so woke up DH and asked him to do it, he got it out and then Breyton slept for 5 hours!!! only thing i dont know about is how long should they sleep for? it seems so long sometimes but i know he is eating soooo.....
Okay am gonna cut it short seems like a blog here.
To those waiting - good luck its the most amazing thing in the world i love him to pieces and he is gorgeous!
To lucy - thanks so so much, even tho it wasnt planned was awesome having you in hospital with me, borrowing breyton london's beanie, giving me jungle juice and just being there for me and letting me use your shower! (i had a bath). Our little boys are one day apart!!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE that is all i can say
Hope everyone is well and will read all the posts tomorrow as havent had a chance to read through them.