HI EVERYBODYY
ESMARI--- Big big hugs for u my friend.. ur right nobody can imagine or beging to understand what u have been thru.. this past week when i was in jhb i was seening an accupuncturist who was treating me and after a week of treatment when i went to her on a mon n told her had the same pain she tells me i can never get rid of the pain with all the treatment and meds cause its in my hand.. my posture is horrible and all the stress that i am taking on my mind tells my body its better to deal with the neck pain then the emotional pain.. Since then i started looking after my posture and telling myself to be positve.. excercising my neck muscles which has maid such a huge diff tht 6mths of continued physio sessions and anti inflam meds didnt,,and im gonna take an hr of n start doing yoga at home..
i can totally totally understand ur frustation and for u it must be far far worse with the incident happening twice,but lets think if we carry on this way we will just manage to push away the ppl tht loves us most..My DH almost cried on mon when AF arrived,they also suffer just like we do.. Me N YOU we are soo soo lucky to have 2healthy kids and instead of enjoying and appreciating them we are wasting our energies else were.. yest i realized its almost like i was fighting a battle with GOD n i tght by taking the ovidrel shot i will make sure things will work out my way..IT DIDNT.. N IN HIS WAY THIS WAS AN EYE OPENER,NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY,,IT WONT HAPPEN TILL HE DOESNT WANT IT TO HAPPEN..
Sorry for the long post n i also have days where i go n loose it with DH N MY BOYS.. and yet they dont deserve it.. like the girls say take ur time and heal emotinally and physically and if u feel u need a little help with meds why not do tht on a short term basis..I pray tht u pull thru this diff time and GOD reawards u in the best possiable way for ur patience..
klk-- gr8 on getting a full term maid.. i cant live without them

Girly-- keeping FX crossed everything works out for dh..
Chan-- yay its a boy>> is dat what u wanted??
jo-don.. hope things are a bit easier today at work.. stay strongs
once again sorry for a looooong post