Trying for a 2017 Baby

Hey ladies,

My beta came back a negative. Its not yet our time! Im still going through the various emotions, going to try lead a normal life for a while and climb out of the infertility box as I just can't take the false hope and pretend positivity at the moment. As u can see im between sadness and anger at the moment! With Christmas and my wedding anniversary coming up I just want to be greatful for the beautiful things and people that I have in my life and not be consumed by this. I will attempt a frozen transfer next year when the time is right.

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Thank you so much @Jooste....I hope so too!!!!! Shame I can't even imagine how hard last year must have been for you and to look back it must still feel very real and make you feel extremely heartsore. I am praying that you have some positive news this Christmas and you can celebrate. Please keep in touch. sending hugs xxxxx

Nicola
Thank you for the prayers!!

O wow! Lots of news your side. And...seems like you are officially TTC ...and that is wonderful - anything possible then! I hope that you get an early Christmas prezzie.

AFM
I am just sitting here - thinking how horribly depressed I was last year this time. We lost our baby at 8 weeks and I had the D&E done on the 12 of November. I cried through the whole of November and spending December holidays with pregnant cousins was really very tough. I had planned on announcing our pg during Christmas...and Christmas eve was bitter-sweet. So...I really pray that this year will end with a blessing that is going to stay and not leave us again.

HI LADIES!!!!!!!

I have been so quiet sorry! Been a manic couple weeks with work and have in laws here from London so its been crazy busy! I'm trying to catch up so please forgive me if I miss anyone

@Jooste @Chanti FX for both of you!!!!! Lots of prayers your way xxxx
@Angel I'm so sorry to hear. I hope the cysts go away soon and i'm glad you have such a great support system. FX you can start ttc again in a few months xxx
@Liza how are you hun? xxx
@Sammy love your positiveness girl sending tons of baby dust and I hope you get your BFP xxxx
@Pinky FX you get your BFP let us know xxxx
@EmJ...that post made me so teary but in a good way!!! Thank you so much for your prayers & kind words It means a lot! its such a hard time for all of us but posts like that just make my day!! every every moment with your precious little bundle xxxxxx
@Ayesha how are you hun? xxx
@Mesh I hope your new cycle is a positive one sorry I can't help with recommendation on Dr Naido. xxx
@Svdw0508 so happy you were blessed with your little bundle even after such a sad diagnosis. Life works in wonderful ways. I have it too and am praying I can still have a baby soon xxx


AFM...i'm on CD17 and 4 DPO. So i saw the specialist last Friday and it was great! He was MUCH nicer and just so positive and really sympathetic. After reading operation notes he thinks my last gynae was competent enough not to miss anything really ovvious but told me I must let my body heal as we cant do another surgery now anyway so lets focus on checking me out completely to make sure no problem fertility wise and we will come back to endo later on. So I had bloods on Friday and I had LH surge same day so we BD'd on the weekend (with in laws in next room hahah!!!) had two more bloods over the weekend as friday estrogen level looked a bit low but other bloods suggested all was fine. on 27th Nov I have to go for bloods to check progesterone level. Hubby went to check on his spermies today so will find out on Friday how that's looking. So all is looking good so far! Its amazing to think that I could actually fall pregnant this month knowing I had the surge BUT I am definitely not getting my hopes up. I feel better now knowing I have someone who is interested in helping me and we are getting everything checked so for now we are just taking it easy and will focus properly from January we have so much going on with family visits etc and Xmas we are just going to enjoy ourselves. But i'll definitely keep you all informed...I may be back here in a few weeks crying my eyes out when AF arrives but I hope not to get too emotional!

sending love to you all sorry for the long long post! I need to try keep up a bit more!! Sorry if I have missed anyone you're all always in my thoughts
xxx

Angel
Agge nee! I am so sorry.
It is such a big let down when something like that happens. Feels like the world came crushing down. I am really so sorry. I do hope that the cysts will quickly go away with the treatment regime they are putting you on. At least you have a supportive FS.

Chanti
I am visualising TWO BFP's for the two of us......

AFM
Nope....I have not tested. I do not have a test to use. I was so sure that I still had a digital in my drawer and when I wanted to take it out this morning - it was just the empty box with the foil wrapper of what use to be in there. I must have used it and did not throw away the box! I am at work now.....do not have time to slip away to buy a test and as I am only CD26, I would have wanted to use FMU. So....I am now thinking of only testing tomorrow. One more day for me.....

Morning ladies

I am sad to announce that I will be out ttc for the next 3 months as doctor said we need to get rid of the smaller cysts first. They are everywhere! I was put on primolut again for 10 days 3 times a day with the 1000mg glucophage and after the 10 days need to take postoval for 2 months! DH says it may be better this way because maybe we put too much pressure on ourselves and thats why it hasn't happened yet. He is so supportive and understanding. I on the other hand want to climb under a rock and scream.

I will definitely still check in on you gals!
Good luck to @chanti and @jooste today fx for you guys!

As for all the other ladies, how are you and I am sending lots of baby dust to you all!


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@Jooste - my blood taking process is the same as urs except I go to a nurse at the pharmacy and they collect the bloods there and take them down to the city. D-day!!!! Have you tested? Thinking of u xx

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