Time to begin TTC 2019!

Morning Ladies,

It's a new week. Last week was the worst week of my life. I have never been through so many emotions and so much sadness in a very long time.
BUT, we must move on. This is something I am fighting so hard for, something I have been wishing for for so long. I cannot give up. It is a hell of a journey, emotionally, physically, financially. but one day seeing that scan, hearing that heart beat.. it will make this all worth it!!

My period came FULL FORCE yesterday. like the heaviest i have ever had. I knew it would be since it was basically a very early miscarriage. Today it is equally as heavy.. But its ok, getting things ready.

Tomorrow I go for my baseline scan. I then start Menopur all over again. I really pray this is our cycle. I so want to be a mommy.

I hope everyone is doing ok!

XXX

Hope I am so sorry hun, had so much hope that this was your month.

AFM woke up with this urge to POAS, really wish I listened to hubby and just didn't do it. 10dpiui BFN. I get that it might be too early but I just think this month was a bust, and I have my usual AF symptoms showing her head. Just gonna wait till th weekend, see if I need the beta on Monday next week

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Morning ladies. I always seem to come on line to bad news or a bunch of us in limbo..... ive caught up on a few posts and i see a lot of stress going on for a lot of us. I had feint bfps on 2 hpt taken at two different times. Second one was a little darker. Took them at -2 and -1 before Af was due. D day and Af didnt come. Next day, nada so got another hpt and used FMU and it was BFN. Got me down but decided to wait for the witch and see. She came day after and boy was it with a vengeance. Tmi but bled through my night pad two nights in a row and i felt like my pelvis was out of line, like it wasnt sitting right. Not sure how to explain it. As abruptly and as heavy as it came it literally just stopped 4 days later. I usually taper off days 5 to 6. Im considering a possible chemical. Not too broken about it tho as it gives me hope that i still have a shot.
Also the wedding planning is driving me insane and i dont think that helps.

Anyway ladies, my prayers are with u all and tho its a freezing Monday it might be nice to end every day this week and force urself to pick out at least one positive for the day. We cant find the silver lining if we arent looking for it.

XXX

Cands im so sorry. Have been thinking of and was sure id come back online to fin ud moved to a pregnancy board. I cant imagine how rough it must have been not to have hubby around. I am glad to hear that u arent giving up. Us ladies fall flat on our faces every time AF comes but we have to get up and keep going or we will never get our miracles. Your strength to keep going is admirable and we are here for u all the way!!!!!

Hi Babydreaming. I had tried to take pics but it kept reflecting off the test window and i dont see it as valid if i break it open.

@Babydreaming. Thank you for the link about Vitex. Can I buy it from Dischem? In the natural section or over the counter? Im definately going to try it! Is it working for your PMS? I've been asking my dr's for something for PMS for years. But all they give me is Evening Primrose..
I use the Flo App to track my cycles, must say is is very spot on with the AF dates. Except for the O dates, i can immediately see the difference in my CM around CD 10...

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@maybeebaby in this journey hope is all we have. Never give up.

I'm 8dpiui and caved to POAS. BFN figured it would be but no trigger left. Praying all my symptoms are positive. Thinking positive thoughts

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