Hi ladies
Hope you all have an awesome weekend.
My husband's cousins gave birth recently(They are sisters) one to twin girls and one to a baby girl as well, so last night I had to go buy gifts. I stood looking at all these baby things and nearly had a panic attack. Just grabbed something and left. I feel like every one is having kids so easily, they weren't even trying for the twins and the other one fell pregnant her 1st month trying. And here I am pumped full of hormones, givin gv my body to be poked and prodded and I can't fall pregnant. I'm happy for them, but I just wonder if this will ever be me again?
I'm 13dpiui 2 more days till beta, I am so emotional, cry for every little thing the past 2 days and my boobs are slightly sore but not so bad, have these fleeting cramps in my ovaries, major nausea and I'm getting short of breath, blocked nose and I fell asleep sitting up yesterday, did a clear blue this morning and BFN but it wasn't FMU, I kinda forgot to test with FMU. So have one last test not sure if I'll use it though. I mean my beta is Monday morning, if AF doesn't show by then.
Baby dust
xoxoxoxo