Time to begin TTC 2019!

@Ayesha I have a scan 7am Monday morning to see follicle growth....really am praying there is at least two that look like they will be a good size for insemination. Last insemination took place on CD15 so I guess it will happen either Thurs/Fri next week eeeekkk!!!! I can't wait to scan though...I have a good feeling about this one!!!

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@Nicola when are you seeing your doc? When is your IUI? Thanks for your number, we should get a WhatsApp group

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@Ayesha I will be thinking of you on Monday!!! Will pray all weekend xxx


So ladies i've decided finally I am going to try and go 100% gluten free. I've always thought about it and then failed...I look at the cost of gluten free products and I just think its ridiculous and we can't actually afford to pay prices like that for pasta, bread etc. But i've noticed so much recently how I bloat out so much after a pasta or a sandwich. It wasnt ever this bad before so I think its time to try and cut it out as much as I can. I realised too that a lot of the food I eat is actually gluten free already so further cutting out the brown pasta and brown bread sarmies here and there may help. The only thing I love is my oats in the morning so i'll have to splash out on gluten free oats! haha!!

If any of you have any nice gluten free recipes / meals you want to share please send them my way!

@Nicola and maybe, I haven't had Facebook in years but every time my mil goes on hers she is only telling me about baby announcements, I would be a mess if I was on it. It's totally ok to feel that way.

@babydreaming, I've been reading up on evap lines and every where says they are either colourless or grey, they never have the dye in them, I went hunting now for my tests, had to pre and haven't drank anything since I woke up, only to discover hubby took them lol.

Maybe it's for the best, the nurse at my docs office called to find out if everything is ok and where exactly I am in my cycle. My bloods are to be done at 6am Monday so that I can get the results before they close at 1pm. 5 days before I know which I think I will be ok waiting out. I have books downloaded and tv programmes so I will just keep myself busy over the next few days. Can't even leave my house with how bad my face looks so I'm stuck

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@Ayesha - I defo see a second line! Evap lines don't have colour, they are grey. You normally get an evap line with blue dye tests. I always, always tested with a pink dye test. You can go read up on blue and pink dye tests - for me pink is much better. I say test again tomorrow morning, FMU and wait for the results. Fingers crossed. xxx

oh and I meant to say....I deactivated my facebook!!! It got to the point where my entire FB was just kids and babies and families and I just couldn't deal! I now just keep my instagram going (i've also got an anonymous one for ttc) and i feel so much better! i LOVE taking photos and looking back on our journey, so I keep in touch with the people I want to and their kiddies who I love but not every tom dick and harry who keeps falling pregnant!!!!

@Ayesha omg well i PRAY PRAY PRAY its a bfp!!!! feel free to message me over the weekend 0797507813!! i am so excited for you! the only evap lines i've had I don't even remember what colour but they were only there when I looked at the test like half an hour later. I hope the line gets darker for you...you deserve this so much xxxx

@Maybebaby...i am excited for you to have your specialist appointment! I hope you get some answers! will they do another AMH test for you to check again maybe? I also really want to go and visit the orphanages to hold the babies who need cuddles, there's one here which literally is desperate for people to come in just to hold the babies to give them love. My husband thinks its a bad idea too coz he thinks it will make me feel too sad :(But i really want to go, i have so much love inside of me to give I just want to give these babies a cuddle!!! but i'll see how i go, right now i think i'm too emotional! I get sad even seeing the babies with their moms begging on the side of the road But what you listed there is pretty much our way forward too. Except I won't foster...we will go straight to private adoption if we can somehow afford it. keep us posted on your appointmetn!

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