TTC 2012 Group Year of the ball, Year of the bump

ok seriously it is way to quiet in here.......this is not healthy for my sanity

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Taryn we spoke about it and he said he would come find me and give me 1 and 2s which are smacks so basically he threatened me 2 which i said he will neva find me if i do that. he also told me that i shouldnt bother coming back if i dont have r30 000 2 rebuild our house in cape town and of course that amount will sit on my head and i do not work and he dont pay back any money he borrows. he wont let me work either so i just dont know. i dont want that debt above what i already have.

Ok I have something on my mind that I MUST vent about (I know I know, I vent a lot...)

Seems Miami may be back on the cards for us.
DH seems to think he will finish work end of August, then go on a 'mission' to Miami for 2-3 weeks in September and then take leave until the new year (he has accumulated enough leave to get paid for it).
Then we'll move to Miami early next year.

My annoyance is...considering I am not working, why can't I also go to Miami for those 2-3 weeks and have a little holiday?
I know we would have to pay for my flight and I'd have to try get a visa...but still.

I asked DH and he said no. He said wives do not accompany their husbands on 'missions'. This mission means he will work monday-friday. but i would be quite happy to chill on the beach, do shopping etc.

2 things that get to me with this:
1) I think DH would be embarrassed if I went with since no other guys take their wives and it's like I have to 'watch him'
2) I do feel like I have to 'watch him'!! And yes, I know this is not healthy. But I have insecurities and trust issues and they just don't seem to be disappearing!!!
I dont like the thought of DH spending 2 or 3 weekends without me, having a great time partying, getting drunk and then having all these Miami Babes around...

Hey Taryn

I am wanting to test again but just think it would be silly?? I had that mucousy plug thingy last Saturday, so if that was ovulation, then it has only been 4 days...

And also, some ladies said once going off their pill, their cycles ranged from 45-70 days!!!!!!!!!!! So I think I could just be falling into their category

I am definitely going to start charting once AF arrives (IF she arrives). I have the thermometer from baby city, have set up my FF account, now I am just waiting!

Meags - Are you going to start charting once your AF pitches up? You'll get a good indication of whats plotting.
Id say if still no af by weekend, test again!fxfx (hehehehe)

Fawhaway - Not too long until you leave then. I hope you'll still stay in contact with us, and let us know what goes on. Does your husband not worry that you could possibly not come back. I hope you find peace somewhere.