TTC 2012 Group Year of the ball, Year of the bump

Hayley I dont get how some people make their scans like 5pm! Its crazy...lol. I wanted to call to find out if I can move to 8:30am... But I dont wanna come across as a lunatic so will stick to 9am.

SH I also wish I could give you a big hug. Please....chat here, vent, talk....it will help. If you feel you need some medical intervention, speak to your gp to give you something to help you cope?

Men, have no idea how to express themselves...

Ah, SexyHexy, sorry to hear you not doing well yourself, dont know what to say as nothing will make you feel better when you down like this...
Just wish i could put my arms around you and give you a BIG hug and kisses...

Chin up friend, hope you feel better soon, soon... x x x x x

Hi everyone

Hope you all are good?

Sorry for not posting...I'm in a really dark place right now...I'm not even good company for myself. DH and I also had a huge fight last night...and the ever so popular words were used "ek is net goed genoeg as dit baba-maaktyd is"...Whatever. Tried explaining to him why I am this way, what I'm feeling and thinking, but he doesn't get it. I'm depressed, that is it. And I need to get help or medication to sort myself out...but I do appreciate his love and comfort, at this stage I just don't feel it.

Not trying to make you ladies negative...so I will just be taking a breather...will still be viewing and posting here and there...but I'm scared of myself and my thoughts and emotions...so I need to get that sorted ASAP.

Simone, hopefully i wont get lesbian Then i never will have a baby. O but i never read those type of books anymore because i'm crying too much and makes me feel more horrible and ugly and everything.

Hayley, yes men dont seems to understand or IF they do they dont talk or wanna talk.

Seems like only 3 of us today.........

Oooooohhh!! Simone, nice and early So we dont have to wait the whole day for an update...

Strikkie, im sorry to hear you and hubby are not on good terms at the moment... And no, they will never understand... I cant understand why they dont understand, wish they would...

Ah, thank you ladies... We can only pray and hope...

So, it's just the 3 of us chatting today???

Strikkie I was reading a Jodi Picoult book this weekend...Sing you home....about a woman battling with infertility and how she'd tried for 9yrs to have a baby....*sigh* Okay then she and hubby divorce and she becomes lesbian...lol...but that's besides the point...it was just so sad to read how she went through everything...and made me think of you gals.

Really hope you and DH make up in time to make a baby. I cant imagine how bittersweet it is...cause you want to be a good friend and celebrate with her, but at the same time your heart is broken for yourself...and wanting that experience....*hugs*

Thx Simone, i dont know about this mth, me and dh not good at the moment. My friends baba was born last week, so she came home friday and i went ALONE to see the baby (after she phoned me to come - because i was in 2 minde going alone - i just needed some support but Men just dont get it hey) I was so depro and then he came home and asked me why i am "dikbek" again. WTF - i just want to sit in a corner and cry the whole night, so the weekend was a disaster ~ so no bd'ing and i think O will be today So this mth will be a big nonononono!!!

Hayley, i really hope all of our dreams come true. And SOON!!