I feel the same about my weight. I got pregnant with DS very easily! 3 months off the pill, and now I am 30kg heavier have PCOS Insulin issues and need IUI's. I keep on thinking if I can lose 20 to 25 kg then maybe it will just happen!
Lose the weight, that will mean Insulin and PCOS will be better and then try naturally again for a tiny bit and then go back to FS. DH said this is a lot like gambeling. Every month I say this is it, and then I think ok let's just try one more month, as if each time I am so close to the jackpot!
So I think for me I need to get to a point that I can say I will stop for 3 months and get weight under control, but I am so worries about my protegen and that I maight fall pregant and then I was not on proetegen!!!
Son born 2007 (natural BFP)
TTC since 2008, Loads of clomid rounds
BFP 2009, MC 5 weeks. Went to FS 2009 Diagnosed with Hostile cervic mucus, PCOS, Insulin
IUI 1: BFN one egg(No meds only HCG trigger, Staminagro and Glocohase.)
IUI2: BFP one egg (Gonal F and trigger, Staminagro and Glocohase.
) MC 6weeks (low progesterone)
IUI3: BFN one egg (Gonal F and trigger, Viagra, estrofem, progesterone injections, pills and cream Staminagro and Glocohase.)
IUI4: BFP 8 egg (Gonal F,intralepen 2 rounds, Staminagro and Glocohase.
clomid and trigger, Viagra, estrofem, progesterone injections, pills and...