Oct/Nov 2008 mommies!

Lisha so pleased you enjoyed your trip. Glad shrey gave you some sleep last night.

Dylan loves noodles, but I don't give him 2mn (that is for me). We often get chinese food from the service and Dylan eats well.

AFM we had a lovely weekend at Drakensberg. Shrey slept terribly I was so frustrated on Friday nigth cos he woke up twice howling uncontrobably ... maybe bad dream or different surroundings??? Oh I also noticed 3 bites on him the next morning so maybe insect of mozzie bites???
Last night he was good though. Just sat up once with eyes closed so I just put him back down and he slept till after 5 this morning. Wonder if tea just before sleep helped though...

We ate too much over the weekend so a bit afraid to step onto scale lol... Had a nice walk on a short trail before we left yesterday but Saturday we did stuff for kids and got exhausted so just relaxed at pool for rest of day ...

Sucks to be back to reality so exhausted but soo much to do before month end ...

Oh Nel..

so so so so sorry my love.. you really have been through ALOT lately.. including two weeks of pent up stress, trying not to stress about Boeta not growing and I know I was so so so so anxious before cam arrived. I was also very very tearful so without all the other sickness, clingy baba and little things going wrong ALL Day.. I FEEL FOR YOU!! SHAME HUN!! Im so pleased that your DH stepped up though and I sm sure he will continue doing so! BIG BIG HUGS to you..

Hi ladies

Took me a while to catch up and I'm sure I'm going to miss out something impt in my replies ... hopefully what I omit now I'll remember to comment during the day.

FIrstly Nelria big big hugs my friend. Can't be easy being you at the moment and like Julz no judgement from me cos I know how completely frustrating one can get with clingy, nagging child ... Hope you feel better today with some space ...

Vix enjoy your gynae visit and I hope rash isn't something bad ...
Well done to C on the pee pee in the potty Clever little guy ... I think we're also long way away from potty training too.

Helen hope you feeling better this morning.

Mandy the nitty must sound so cute Wait till he calls you naughty

Pfairy Shrey also loves 2 minute noodles ... I only get the woolies one though cos it doesn't have MSG .... If he is being difficult to feed on any day I just make half a packet and I know full tummy.

Zee wow glad you had such an awesome date night ... wonder when we can do one of those???

Ally I am so excited for SATC as well ... Think I will skip facial this month and use the time to watch the movie instead Just going to check with my sister or friend who's available .. dh must babysit...

julz - I know its normal thats why i hate it as I am so aware of the fine line between giving in to it and staying sane - so just glad lea is well enough for school today as I needed to not hold her for a few hours and get my sanity back

re - parties not having one again still sticking to guns to have 1st proper party when turning 6 will most probably send packs to school again go get my pic and give her another cake to destroy (get my video) with her fam

ok dont know who else said what so i am off to soak in bath, clean house and do admin

chat laters ladies

Nelria there were days when I fully understood how a mom could hurt her own child. Horrible feeling to feel like that bur it can't be helped. I started shaking dylan one night so ya no judgement from me.

Glad we are all here to listen. x

julz - I know its combination of everything and I will get over it

Its just due to my studies I am very aware of depression so i am very strict on monitoring myself - and I am so not emotional person and hate crying or vulnerability so it freaks me when i cant cope - but yesterday i would have gladly become a statistic of killing mummy and child just for peace

and that thoughts freak me out - it all started with lea not lying down for nappy then my dad not making breakfast for me, then my mum wanting R40 I owed just as I was doing an airport run with my petrol for them - then lea felt my mood and wanted love and i just wanted space and it all spiralled till hurricane nelria dawned on brett