morning strangers LOL
firstly vix - my friend enjoy it soooooooooo much and hope nasty rash is nothing
ok I was MIA as I was super busy getting organised I would say I am now 90% organised some bits left to pack, still have to set up cot and then off course go food shopping to stock properly before worldcup, baba etc
afm - not doing well at all anymore(today beter than yesterday though) We are both still sick (couching, noses, throats etc) every cough tears my huge belly up - lea's eyes was getting infected yesterday and i panicked for pink eye more due to her being at home than for the eyes itself (but looked fine this morning and dare i say I think we might be over the hump as we both looking/feeling slightly less fluish
Yesterday WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO BAD!!!!! I completely derailed emotionally (preggy hormones now here in full force and the testosterone is messing with me big time (had no such moods with lea at all) I was on brink of tears all day, swinging from rage to despair over nothing then finally visited friend and lea would simply not get of my lap or stop moaning (even though this friend has a 5 a 6 yr and a 11mnth old who was trying to distract her) so she stood on my lap mauling me with her shoes until i finally cracked - phoned brett told him to switch his pc off - drove home in blind fall of tears (lea screaming at top of lungs) - got home and lea still wanted me WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so between me nad brett we managed to get though day - I cried 2xmore and almost lost it again when he didnt get back from cycling in time for her waking up and even that 15mins i couldnt cope with her as she screamed till blue in face and the agent sitting at gate came to knock to ask if i was ok (lea stopped in mid air then)
anyway it was horendous and horrible and not cool - so thank heavens lea in school today and thanks for my dh being super cool about helping
and thanks for listening ladies
xxx