Hi all,
Sorry I have been reading, it's just difficult to reply with a screaming baby in my arms which basically sums up my past 2 days. Jonathan I fear is developing colic, so much for 'easy' babies this time around! I was not struggling too much until these cramps started and now........ Well let's just say I'm pretty pissed right now. Jono has slept a total of ........ Ooooo........2 freaing hours since 7am and it's now 8pm. He screams if I don't hold him and pat his back constantly. I can do NOTHING including feed Alexander properly. I swear I must have been very bad in a past life. I haven't even had time to express milk today so now I sit with no milk for Jonathan so he is on formula til tomorrow. It actually makes me just want to stop bothering to express anymore because I am totally Gatvol! It's like I'm feeding triplets, Alex on the breast, pumping for Jono then still bottle feeding Jono. I swear I am sooooo over the whole "wonderful joyful breast feeding experience" trip I was on before, There is nothing enjoyable about breast feeding a freakin piece of nipple sucking plastic all bloody day. I really wanted to be able to say I breast fed them for 6 months but I'm already tired of scrutinizing my diet every bloody time a baby cries, I'm starving hungry but now I am bearly allowing myself anything other than plain chicken and a starch and honestly it's crap! I don't have time to get creative with plain foods.