Now I'm trying to remember all 10 conversations.....must go for memory testing one day.
I am actually a kiwi (sorry for those of you who are following the tri nations), I have a british passport because my parents were born in England - and now I have a South African passport. 1 naturalisation, 2 decent and 3 otherwise I couldn't get back in!!!!!
This week I have a lot of model work to do, haven't figured out when yet, I might have to do it lunch times.
Each evening this weekend DH and I have been talking, mostly it ends up in tears with feelings that are coming out. Last night was very much about my aunt and how traumatising I have to admit how it felt watching someone I loved died. From watching the weight fall off to her going into intensive care, going back home, going back into hospital with the fate of never coming out again and then dying. We talked about how we can change things. How I don't feel sometimes like I have someone to share things with. And then why I don't like being in peoples company anymore. ITs more like I have so much going on that I can't talk about it and when I see people my heart kinda aches, does that make sense.
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I had a nice long chat to my aunt who lives in NZ, love her to bits. And she was going on about how perfect things were and how life was going so easy for us. I couldn't tell her, not with her being long distance. So that was hard. But it was a great hour long chat.
Julz, hope things work out with the bed. Also with your test results next week. Am expecting to hear all about the adult shop later, naughty girl.
Hi Zee, thanks for your compliment
Christi a nice new bathroom sounds exciting.
Oops, mums just arrived...till later again.