Cols - Welcome to our group! I am also pregnant now so haven't had a baba since the MC. But while i was TTC every month was a bad reminder. I do have other triggers aswell, that get me very down and even at 33 weeks I am still pertrified of going to the loo. I do have playbacks in my head too of THE time i went to the loo and realised things were not as they were meant to be.....! If it is affecting your life though perhaps seeking professional help would be wise. Otherwise these lovely ladies will help you through the bad days and celebrate the good days with you too. Take care
Debbie - Closure is almost impossible without a reason or explanation or a learning. So I really feel for you, hun. Try take heart in the good news though that there is no reason for you not to have a healthy baba when you are ready.
Angi - What else can i say other than ggggrrrrrrrrrrr. Hugs. I do have to tell you that I am really enjoying having back on here regularly.
Sue - I think you also need a beeeeg hug. Difficult times hey. Take care.
Claire - Enjoy and I'll hold you to the updates
SH - I am so happy for you that you are getting a poa going and definite steps to follow. It is always such a relief when it gets taken out of your hands and someone else just tells you want to do. FX !!!
JoDon - I felt it in my bones that you were jolling

!! Sorry about the spotting.
I have been wondering whether to post pics or not as people seem a bit sad here recently. It used to motivate me to keep going but as we are all different I don't want to upset anyone, so I'll wait a couple of days