Trying for a 2016 baby

Sorry in advance for me ranting and raving here. I'm just out of options and answers.

@Nikita
We have a very tight budget at the moment so I can't go for a blood test.

Update:
I bought 2 more tests from clicks, the one was R47 (early detection) the other R26. I used the early detection one and still got a BFN
I really don't understand what's going on. I've been having regular 27-28 day cycles and haven't been late. The only time I've ever been late was with my first pregnancy.
So i'm going to wait another 2days and test again. I really do feel pregnant, I know my body well and these symptoms all seem like pregnancy symptoms. I mean what else can it be?

ninies - it does seem like our situations are extremely similar.
I, however, wouldn't actually mind by-passing the whole pregnancy stage completely. I wouldn't even totally mind by-passing the first year. But I would so love another child in my home.
I did a bit of a google and the fees private adoption agencies seem to charge are just way out of our price range. I did come across a site with much lower fees though, they seem to be a middle man kind of agency between adoption agencies and adoptive parents. From the article I read NPO's and government agencies charge much lower fees, or nothing at all, so I suspect that agency must be along those lines.
It's all still just a thought though.

@P4M1 - can't you go for a blood test?

Morning ladies

You won't believe what happened to me this morning!

So I decided to do yet another hpt, and this one was faulty! It didn't even change in color! Just blank, wasted a R30!

Afm:
CD33 19Dpo, 5 days late, no sign of Af, sore bb's and some mild dull cramps, creamy cm ( sorry tmi ), very emotional today I cry over nothing. Bloated tummy and tired again.
I really don't know what to do

Missed you Jay-Bee - Good luck with the 100mg, I hope this is your month. FX!!!!

@ Ninies - I hear you about no aunts and uncles etc. I dont have a big family and would love one.
You never know, I was getting AF pains, I even spotted brown the day AF was due.

@ Mrs Smith - I also thought about adopting, with or without our own children. Its something that never materialised. But as "they" say, start the adoption process and you will fall pregnant. With twins. Lol! Seriously, just don't give up, don't quit. ((hugs))

@ Hails - Good luck with the appointment tomorrow. So happy you are seeing someone else. Keep us posted.

@ Ayesha - I am so sorry for what you have been through and for the pain you are going through now. To get so far, but just not far enough. I hope we can comfort you and give you hope. Sometimes its easier talking to "strangers" than friends and family. May your wait be short and sweet. And a happy and healthy 9 months when you do catch that eggy.

@ P4M1 - Have you POAS again this morning? Can't wait to have a March buddy.

@Nikita - Maybe they wont give you the results because your doc ordered the tests and wants to chat to you about the results?

@ Chanti - Whats going on? How are you doing?

Thanks for all the good wishes ladies, it makes me incredible emotional knowing you are rooting for this little bean. It still doesn't feel real and the only thing that has changed so far is slight bouts of nausea, major mood swings... I am having insomnia and hectic anxiety that can't be good for this little thing.. But it'll all work out. I have faith!