Argh, it's all just so frustrating!
Dates suck. (yes, I'm grumpy LoL).
If I were to fall pg this cycle it would result in a xmas / just before xmas baby, which I'm not at all keen on for various reasons. If it happens next month it would be mid to end January, which although financially sucky would be ok in other aspects. Ideally I'd prefer a feb or later birth, but that means waiting 2 months which I'm not willing to do. So next month we'll be trying all out. But this month has very much been ntnp in the very truest sense. And yes, right now my resolve to wait is failing horribly. It feels like just the other day I was avoiding a xmas birth and that was a year ago

It's so disappointing and so frustrating. I really don't want to still be here waiting around not pg next year
I'm CD 19 today so it's unlikely i'm about to ov, although definitely not impossible. I always used to ov around CD 18/19, but now since starting vitex I think I ov more around cd 14.