Trying for a 2017 Baby

Morning Ladies

Today is not a positive day at all. I did a stupid thing and decided to POAS. Got a BFN.

Now my emotions are all over the place and i feel like once again i've been left heartbroken.

6DPT for me today. Technically only this afternoon as the transfer was done last Thursday past 3 in the afternoon.

Tell me that there can still come some good out of this? Did i test to early or is this my fate.

Hi ladies i have been mia for so long trying to catch up with everything...

@liza how are you feeling?

@jooste how are you doing hun?

@sammy i read about your test and i pray its a positive, i cant imagine how you must be feeling....its hard to struggle with falling pregnant, i cant imagine how all you ladies must be feeling going through a fs....i hope you get your positive soon

AFM
My tww is nearly over dont know what to feel right now....my stress levels must be off the charts...DH is unhappy with my bro living with us and i really dont blame him as he is the sole breadwinner in our home and my bro is not working and just eats sleeps and watches tv the whole day, its causing alot of pressure on our marriage and my family think im being ugly because i cant handle it....my own relationship with my brother is not a strong one, as when my mom died he did not want anything to do with me n basically left me with my grandparents till i got married, he always said i would cause his marriage to fail if i lived with him, which is ironic with the situation we are in at the moment...

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I see you are online at the moment. Any chance you could read my recent post and tell me what you think? Please

Hi Jooste... Honestly I am not so sure that would be the best.
If I think about it, if those numbers double, then WHY am I bleeding so heavily and what on earth does that all mean?
Where as if the numbers go down, then (As terrible as it sounds) perhaps it was a chemical and I have to carry on THIS being my new natural period (which in it's self is an absolute miracle) and reschedule my next IUI for Day 14?

Please please please don't misunderstand me and think badly of me or think I am heartless because this is all so confusing and heart breaking and I feel like I am being ripped in two between what my heart wants and what my head is saying, but I cannot go down another year long road of uncertainty like I did last year, where between the FS and the professor and the oncology unit, they were all clueless and fumbling through my treatment because cases like mine were so very rare.

Does that make sense?

Sammy
Really!??

Okay - so now we hope that your HcG levels doubles in the next 48hrs to indicate some great development in there!!

Sooooo... I got my blood test results back... and they are "inconclusive".... The levels are too low to say definitively that I am pregnant, BUT they also too high to say that I am not pregnant!?! Did I not go through enough off all of these weird unbelievable things last year this time??? So now I have to retest on Thursday and we take it from there....
I have either fallen pregnant and implanted later than usual, hence the lower presence of HCG ( pregnancies with later implantation days are more likely to miscarry) OR I have already miscarried, hence the presence of HCG?

Oh and it seems the bleeding I was experiencing has now decided to stop also, just to add more confusion to the mix! I have however been told to increase my Utrogestan from twice daily to 3 times a day!

I am starting to wonder if I should start playing the Lotto, because SERIOUSLY I have the most incredible luck!

PLEASE can someone just shoot me