Trying for a 2017 Baby

HI, ladies

I am feeling a bit better today. I had a good cry and a big piece of chocolate cake and junkfood to cheer me up, and am now once again ready for TTC. I am still an optimist by nature, still hoping for a BFP soon. Think Saturday was just an emotional low for me - I am sure I'll get a few more of these in the future. But for now, I am ok.

I've decided to take charge of my life again - Eating healthy and exercising. The only problem now, is that I have insomnia. I need at least 7 hours of sleep per night to function optimally the next day, which is difficult if you only get three to four hours of sleep. What would you suggest? Any herbal products to help me sleep?

Anyway, CD 25 today. A few more days to go to my "normal" predicted AF. I am, however, not expecting it this week. My gynae said it can take up to six weeks for AF to show up, so we'll have to wait and see. Apart from a skin breakout and burny boobs, oh and yellowish creamy CM, I have nothing left to report. Over the weekend I had cramps near my ovaries, which I though may be delayed ovulation, but the OPK was once again negative. I've decided to let it all be now and just wait for AF to arrive, so that we can start the cycle again.

Hope you are doing well?

@ Ayesha, what meds are you on to regulate your cycle?
we're always here! although the response times may be a bit slow from me and others.

@mrsR my period use to be regular like clockwork, its the past few months that my cycle has become longer, i have a 35 day cycle now n it is stressing me out majorly, im on meds so hoping and praying it works...

The truth is without this forum i would have nowhere to turn to, i would be alone in my struggle, no one understands the pain. My mom in law says she doesnt understand why i stress it will happen theres nothing wrong, my own family just say im not trying hard enough, my hubby is supportive but he does not know the pain of late periods and BFNS, i feel him so sorry, hes always there taking my tears and anger

Morning Ladies!

@Anzel I'm so sorry to hear about your bad day! I really relate to your situation. I remember the overwhelming need to have be pg again after our M/C. It took over my existence as it became an obsession. As time went by i learned to focus on other things as well. But i also believe that one goes threw stages of grief after a M/C.

Jan 2017 would mark our 3 years mark after our M/C. I'm really praying that we would get our BFP before then. God has perfect timing xx

@Ayesha absolutely no one has the right to look down on you. You are perfect in God's eyes and he is walking this TTC road with you. xx Keep the faith

@Annabelle our cycles are very close together!

CD11 for me today. I have a huge surge of CM yesterday. For the past two months i haven't been testing with OPK's. I just stresses me out! We started B'ding last night just in case.

Our Gynie App is on the 5th of July and according to my FF it would be in the middle of my OV cycle. Hopefully we can decide on our next steps and get the ball rolling!

@Ayesha,are your cycles always irregular? maybe you testing too early?

Thanx ladies, woke up this morning thinking my periods gonna show but nothing, i am so scared and upset but tryn to be strong,

Hubby says we can try again, but im afraid cz my period is a no show and i can c how heart broken he is as well

How are all u ladies?

@Annabelle - I haven't been to the Dr. the pain is not constant. it strikes at random times now.

I'm on CD 10 with on EWCM at all. it usually starts on CD 8. maybe it will be a longer cycle.
I also started taking a supplement called Himalaya Evecare. google for more information. its meant to regulate hormones and assist with PCOS. this could be making my cycle longer... not sure if that's a good thing.