TTC 2012 Group Year of the ball, Year of the bump

Thanks for the messages. meags he is 14 months old at the moment. we met and got married in two and a half months and now been married for two years. he has been belittles me most days but it comes and goes. he threw me out once and the second time i ran back home because he hit me. he hasn't hit me again. but when i wasn't there the second time he cheated on me. he doesn't know that i know. i was already pregnant by that stage and thought things would get better. they did but its a bad cycle that goes round and round. i don't believe in divorce but i know all my family will be over the moon if i did it cos they all believe i deserve better. im scared to do it as i don't want to lose my son and have no proof of emotional abuse. so for now im going to try be the better person and try respect someone who doesn't deserve it.

Thanks for the messages. meags he is 14 months old at the moment. we met and got married in two and a half months and now been married for two years. he has been belittles me most days but it comes and goes. he threw me out once and the second time i ran back home because he hit me. he hasn't hit me again. but when i wasn't there the second time he cheated on me. he doesn't know that i know. i was already pregnant by that stage and thought things would get better. they did but its a bad cycle that goes round and round. i don't believe in divorce but i know all my family will be over the moon if i did it cos they all believe i deserve better. im scared to do it as i don't want to lose my son and have no proof of emotional abuse. so for now im going to try be the better person and try respect someone who doesn't deserve it.

hi everybodyyy
Wrote out an extra lonng post last night n when i hit send then everything got wiped out.. grrrr
now i cant rem half of the things i wrote
LIZZY-- Congrats.. may u have an amazing preg
fawhay-- im soo sorry to hear how mean ur hubby is.. n i really think u need to sort out all these diff before u TTC again..
Lailek-- soree boobies must mean something..esp if u dnt get the symptoms otherwise.. im sure it was till early to test and wait till atleast 14dpo which will be on sat..
Taryn-- looks like u enjoying the pre-seed..
hayley-- That was a lot of bding u guys put in this month.. so proud off u.. FX crossed tht u caught both the eggs this month..
Tracy-- at least ur bro is out for good now,im sure a week will be over soon enuff and u get ur pay cheque soon
Ika-- how u doing??
Firefly-- big congrats on getting the acceptance.. i hope God guides u in the right direction and open up the right doors for u..
carmen-- big congrats to u to and hope u have an amazing 9mths..
AFM-- Gyne gave me a prgnyl shot on tue,, i hope i have it covered,we bd twice on wed,, but havent been using no cough syrup or anything else.. funny didnt eeven have O pains this month..i am fairly relaxed this month,not trying to think about it so much,and i think the accpuncture sessions tht i have been doing also seems to relax me a bit.. so kimika pls note i should be testing around 30-06..
so pretty chilled for now.. hopefully it will stay the same..
a bigg hello to all tht i have forgotten..hope everyone has a fab day

Going on Monday...so will keep you posted. Will probable have to go every 48 hours for a week seeing as last time they went up and after a week they went down....

Lucy - HI!! I know my temps look like they are on par (according to the other charts Ive seen)
Except my Darling LG keeps waking up at about 3ish every morning, ruining my 5am temp! (but this morning I took my temp at 3am - 35.05 , went back to sleep and redid it at 5am -35.15. So I just put 35.10 on my chart today.

Im also wondering where Andy is today??

LIZZY _ CONGRATULATIONS !!!!!!!!!

Fawhaway - Hugs!! I think you are actually being very strong and sensible. That kind of behaviour from your DH is unacceptable in my book. Your son will grow up to be disrespectful like your DH if he sees that behaviour as acceptable. A a a a I don't know what he could be getting out of treating you like that. Makes no sense to me. Well good luck with sorting him out. We are here for you.

Kimika - I am really hoping your temps take an "up" turn.

Taryn - Isn't it amazing how your temps came down after the clomid? Looking forward to seeing what the rest of the month has in store.

Andy and Tracy - What were your temps today? Andy I am sure you Oed on wednesday (snap!!) Your BD was spot on too!

Fawhaway- Im so sorry to hear this! I wouldnt be put up with that either. Seems like you going thru a rough patch. Sorry that AF arrived, but maybe its a good thing. You dont want to bring a baby into a marriage that isnt completely stable.
I hope you and Dh can sort out your issues and get back on the TTC wagon.

(((hugs)))