Again a BIG Thank you ladies!
I'm still very sad today.
We were going through all the photos of my kitty Taylor, as DF is going to make a memorial collage for me, and realized that he passed away on his 5th birthday.

The hardest part is seeing his brother searching the house for him. Ninjy hasn't stopped searching since Tay went to the vet. I have no idea how to make him understand his brother isn't there anymore and won't be coming home.
Times like these that I'm so grateful to have somewhere to write down everything I'm feeling, and to know that there are people out there who care and sympathize.
I guess the preggy hormones are just making me feel everything even more deeply than usual.
@ Happyface
I get regular calf cramps at night, which are really eina!
Extra magnesium helps, but I find a warm bath and a little extra salt intake helps just as much. (the salt is also good for my low blood pressure

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I also found this article:
www.babycentre.co.uk/a547374/leg-cramps-pregnancy-sleep
Hope that helps!