Hello Ladies....
Wow I can not believe I have not been here in so so long! I don't even remember how a computer works haha
Well I am going to try my best to catch up and do some personals while I have a chance. I am so sad cause today is the last day that my mom is here to help me with Kylie she has to start work again tomorrow but I am so grateful for all the help that she gave me. Shoe I did not realize how difficult it was to raise a baby ....(and keep her alive

) I really have had such a hard time and I am sure my situation is not the norm. I really do stress about the tiniest little things and I am petrified that something will happen and we have to go back to hospital. I am even to scared to leave the house with Kylie! My mom forced us out the other day just to go to the shops and say hello to daddy at work and wow it was so nice but nerve wrecking!!
Claire I am so sorry you have also had a rough time it really is not nice at all!
Tanz I agree I was also against top up feed but I promise you they make the world of diff and you will still be giving him boob just some top ups. I have been expressing mostly for Kylie and I give her one bottle of formula a day. We are using the Novolac A.R. it is not as thick as the nan one and at least we can get it through the teet.
Hi Elrike Christi Deja and Skitter hope you are all keeping well. thanks for the updates i read it on my phone but that's as far as I get.
Ladies what did you end up doing for "precaution" my doc prescribed the "mini pill" but I am PETRIFIED of falling pregnant again. Kylie has been so hard that I don't think I will ever want kids again ever! Never mind falling pregnant so soon after her. Don't get me wrong I am super in love with her I just can't see myself doing this ever again.
Wow Chanz you give me hope....hearing that the first 8 weeks was hard for you too. Kylie is on the Novalac A.R. and also vomited out the whole lot last night. Is that normal? I was in such a frantic panic when she got sick. Thought I did something wrong when I made the bottle like boil the kettle too many times or something!
Ok gotta run again before K wakes up.