Morning ladies.
First of all CONGRATS to MamaM, Kerry and Robyn. Trust you guys are enjoying your new bundles of joy.
Went to see midwife Saturday again, and had last scan. Baby is now 3.1kg, and have chubby cheeks. Placenta is out of the way. Midwife said that baby has engaged as far as he can. She said they measure this, by seeing how many fingers they can fit between your pelvic bones and the baby. she could fit 2. She said that this is usually as far as babies go before labour. the rest of the descend will only happen once I am in labour. So yesterday I decided to try the castor oil, but didn't work this time. (baby is 37.5 weeks). Had the runs (but I am glad, as I now feel detoxed

I did get contractions during the night and was up regularly, but they were irregular, and disappeared during the night.
Anyway, I am sooo upset today. I decided to phone my boss this morning to ask if I can rather work from home today, and then she said no I need to come in to help with a project. This really p@ssed me off, as I have not even had training on the project, and know nothing about the project. I really don't mind helping the team, but seriously, this is like 2 days before I go on leave. she isn't very organised, and I think she doesn't like me.

But ya, so I cried this morning, because I was so upset.
Hope baby will come tonight or sometime during this week. I am sooooo tired, and really just want to hold my baby in my arms. and I think it's more frustrating as I know baby is already low, and everyone keep telling me that baby is soooooo low, and like this morning few people asked me haven't I popped yet.
Enjoy the long day ladies.