Oh my word Chanti! Where do I begin????
So on Thursday morning I took a HPT (Clearblue Digital) and lo and behold I got my BFP!!!! Then I went straight to the pathologists because I was scheduled to have my blood test done... When I got there, the nurse asked when I had my iui so I said 12 days ago... her response was "well isn't it a little early for a beta?" So I just replied that I am simply following the instructions of my FS... Anyway, so I got my results... and my HCG levels are only 24... According to my FS, anything over 25 is considered a positive, and because mine is sitting at 24, they don't want to say yes or no....... I was devastated!
So here are my thoughts:
* I tested my HCG injection out of my system by Sunday morning... Perhaps my FS was afraid to make a call, because he may be thinking its left over HCG from my injection?
* I don't know WHEN I actually ovulated, because I have serious PCOS and I do not have a period/ovulate without meds (so I have nothing to reference), but what I CAN say is that on Wednesday evening I had very strange cramping, and if I had to guess, I would say that implantation ONLY occurred on Wednesday night (which would be 11dpiui - Is that possible? Perhaps I only ovulated a day or two after my IUI?)
*Thirdly and lastly... Yes many fortunate ladies are able to pick up faint BFP from around 10dpo, but the SAFEST bet is from the day of your missed period, right? so if that is the case, then by Saturday (when I am now going for my 2nd beta) my HCG levels SHOULD have doubled right? Then there is no doubt that I am in fact pregnant?
I swear things with me, must ALWAYS be a thousand times MORE complicated than with others... I always seem to be the exception to the general rules!
I took another HPT this morning, just to sooth my crazy thoughts, and the BFP is STILL there!!!! So therefore I am tentatively excited to be pregnant... But I will wait until I get tomorrow's beta levels before I truly start believing it!
So sorry that my msg was so long!
How is everyone else doing?