Kerry thanks for the reassurance
I know where my reliance is, which is a great peace of mind for me.
I think it's just all the anticipation of the day I knew what was going on, and not really having time to prepare for it as it took me by surprise.
I will be a testimony of the Lord's provision, Amen.
Blessed so jealous

And looks like everything is going well with you!
Shees those sleeping tablets are meant to be fast working, but not leave you groggy.
First night, took 2hrs to work. And then kept me in bed until 11am yesterday!
Last night I took half a tablet. Expecting it to take at least an hour, but 15minutes later I was seeing double, and DH helped me to bed.
Was meant to get up at 6 this AM to take my car for service (leave home 6:30) I hardly remember my alarm going off, and thankfully woke up at 6:40 to leave home by 7:20. Was late, but thankfully traffic was nice to me.
Meeting with labour consultant today. A little nervous, but more tired than anything.
Just counting the days till I'm on leave and looking forward to spending some TLC with my friends and family and then the big day!