Any women here that are rape survivors?

Good morning,

I had a ruff time logging into moomies over the past 2mths.

To Kaylae for your story, thank you so so much, I've no words I wish I knew WHY men do this to children, but I do exactly the same as you, I watch my daughters and I do not like them to sleep out, I do not trust any as in ANY man to be to close to them and I still have issues with this....

I have noticed that my marriage failled because I just can not do the sex part, if I do I WANT a shower and to my husband I wasnt mmm loving coz he wanted to cuddle etc and I would get up take a shower get dressed and sleep ....

Jo C .... I'm very glad that you actually read this thred....I do believe in all and if he gave you the answers you were looking for then thats great....and for most of you the more you talk and get this pain out....the better you get at handeling yourself.

I was basicly out of it.... But since I started to tell my story and to show kids that this is not imbarresing it's life it's painfull and it's not something to go threw alone since that time till now I FELT GOOD.... You guys have no idea how many young girls sit at school and think and wish and guilt it's sad it's hard but we WILL SURVIVE coz we are WOMEN we are STRONG but WE NEED EACH OTHER....

thats it from fancyface so have a great week and love you all....

FF

xoxox

So sorry for your experiences xx we are all in this together and here to support one another

So I stumbled across this thread yesterday and read and read.... my heart lurching and my tummy churned at times, feeling for each survivor that had so bravely posted.

I don't think about my events very often and for the most part believe I have dealt with it and function well as a mother and wife maybe despite of them, maybe because of them. We are never really to know if we would have become someone different without it.

I was very young, I don't remember much and don't think about it much. When I do think about it, I have mostly questions and hardly any answers.

I had such busy dreams last night.... I saw him for the first time in years, he told me things in my dreams that I often wonder about and answered some of my questions. Are these answers real? Is my mind playing tricks on me cos I read this yesterday.... or is my mind giving me the answers I used to look for?

Today my heart is heavy and I feel bruised. I am fragile and delicate and don't know how to ask the world to handle with care. I am also angry with myself for reacting like this, but it hurts and although I think it always hurts... today I feel the hurt and its sore!

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hi fancyface

I finally started that blog. I feel like I have too much on my mind.
Things with DH are not strong and keeping those emotions blocked up from my past are making things worse.
So here is my blog - it is anonymous to everyone outside of this thread (or outside moomie) and i'd like to keep it that way.
so if anyone has any comments, please dont mention my name
xx

scarredandhurt.wordpress.com/

hey all,

I had a friend with excactly the same story...but i have to agree if it was me....and trust me in normal situations i'm against abortion, but in a case of rape....i'll abort no question about that

FF

Meags I'm glad it worked out for her, but there's still a LONG road in front of her. I personally wouldn't have kept the baby (sorry to those who don't agree). I wouldn't even carry the baby, but that's just me.