TRYING FOR 2015 BABY

Thank you ladies. This really came as a suprise because unlike all the other months, this time i wasnt even sure if i have ovulated or not. I didnt get the usual "pang". What i did differently, I tired to relax about things(bd for teh fun of it and not the baby making military order i have been on), we bd'ed every other day since I wasnt sure when BO would come. I continued to take my Folic Acid. This month though, i noticed the EWCM, and we bd'ed that day and day after. I used OPK's as well, and since they gave me a positive, 2 days after the positive I ate pineapple(with the core). The only thing i have had so far was the Yeast infection i told you guys about, nothing else. Even today i still have no symptom. Ladies thank you so much for your support. Its like i know you guys personally. I will still be here with you guys until we all get the BFP's

Good morning ladies!

Friday at last!!!

@Morgan - Dont apology hun, you are going through a tough time and you need to let it all out. My heart goes out to you and remember your are in my thoughts and prayers! Lots of hugs!

@Lillyr - OMW!!!!!!! CONGRATS MAMA!!!! I am so happy for you!!! Hope you have a happy and healthy 9 months!! Enjoy every moment, I am super excited for you!! So please tell us what you did differently this cycle?

@Jay-Bee - I'm going Wednesday, CD13. Yip I am very excited but also anxious. But at least we will have some answers. Haha, imagine we always wish AF wouldnt come but this time you do hey! CD what are you now? Hope you have a short cycle so that you can start that fertomid.

@Anzel - Mmm your symptoms sounds promising, maybe you are also on the bfp train! FX for you!!

@P4M1 - FX for your hun!!! Bring in that bfp!

How is everyone else?

I'm CD8 today, nothing to report, nothing new. anyways hope you guys have a great weekend!! Good luck to the girls testing and to the one's close to O!! xxx

Hi ladies! Hope all is good!

@lillyr
You just made me cry
Congrats on your BFP!!! May you have a HH 9months!
Just like all the other women on here you deserve that BFP sweety!! Its a beautiful thing!
What a great way to start the weekend!!
Doing a little sit dance behind my desk for you

@Morgan
I'm glad you are feeling better today, no need to apologize for venting!
We all understand what you feel and what you are going through!
Die hele ttc ding is soms K@K!!
I feel that hate and fear and loss each month too
Just like you we are going to take a break too, Its like you said we've lost sight of who we are and sex isn't romantic as it should be it's now become a duty and I can feel and see it driving a wedge between me and DF
You are still one awesome lady

AFM:
CM turned brown this morning sure sign of AF arriving
Me and DF had a looooooong talk and we are taking a 1-2 Month break, I honestly need this break, every months disappointment has made me into a monster and I snap at DF and people around me who don't deserve it.
I'm going to focus on losing some weight and finding myself (The self that is friendly and smiles and jokes about stuff, the me I was not the me I am now)
I'm so happy it's Finally Friday!!!
I hope all the ladies waiting to take a test gets a BFP just like Lilly and to the other ladies waiting for O lots and lots of fertile dust to you
Ill still be on here from time to time and having a chat

Congrats lillyr!
That's awesome! A BFP in the group

Congrats, Lillyr!!! May you have a healthy pregnancy!! So happy for you!

@Anzel- i am glad the root canal went well, and FX for the BFP..lets keep the faith

@Morgan- i am of the idea that you have done nothing that warrants an apology, we are here to support each other, and trust me, we can take all the ranting and venting. I am so glad you are feeling better today, i was really worried. Take all the time you need dear, and hey who knows maybe a bit of love making might just turn everything around. GL girl. Does that mean you wont be here for a while?

AFM- Got home and i just wanted to eat canned fish(imagine). after making it, i didnt want to eat it anymore. So i thoguht what the hell? Went to the bathroom and thoguht why the hell not, I might as well just pee on my last expensive stick since i am taking a break from TTC anyway..the result- I still cant believe.

Morning ladies

Firstly, just wanted to let you all know that I love you guys. Thanks for all the support, love, hope and simply for understanding what it's like to be in this situation.

I'd also like to apologize. I've been selfish this last few weeks. Thinking of me and my IUI and me and me and me. Also for yesterday. I hit rock bottom yesterday and I know it. I needed to vent, to rant and rage and just get it all out of my system. I'm feeling much better today though. Still heartbroken and angry but not like yesterday.

I didn't want to spread my negativity or be mean to anyone (here I'm thinking of Daerhel) who came in good faith and I just - lost it. I also didn't want to scare anyone off (ninies) with my drama.

Hubby and I spoke last night, we're giving ttc a break. At least 6 months. We've been actively ttc since Dec 2013 and intensely actively ttc since July 2014. We need a break. Hell, I need the break. I can't go through this again just yet. Also, with all the hormones, pills, schedules, rituals that go into ttc, we've lost sight of just being 'us' and enjoying 'us'.

We just need to relax and honestly, I just need to go back to being just me. Without all the hormones etc. Back to my usual 26 day cycle, back to the eggs that are too small and whatever the hell else. Just me, nothing else.

Going to keep myself busy losing weight, planning my garden and working in it, working and loving the horses and farm life. Being more active and focussing more at work. loving hubby the way he freaking deserves to be loved. Making love and not simply BD'ing which is what we have been doing.

TTC has taken over which, in itself isn't a bad thing but ladies, I realized this morning that we (here I mean me, very much me) become OBSESSED and that is where the problem lies. We think of nothing else, take no-one else's emotions, fears, triumphs, joys into account.


So, once again, I apologize for that.


@P4M1 - girl, I hope you get that BFP this weekend. I hope it with all my heart. We need some positivity going around here.

@Jaybee - It's an awesome feeling to feel like 'Now we're getting somewhere! Now, we're doing something!' Holding thumbs that fertomid will do the trick for you guys!

@Babydreaming - CATCH THAT EGG!!

@Anzel - Regarding drinking the fertomid, I suggest you drink it at night. The effects aren't so obvious that way as it works through your system in approx. 12 hours so when you drink it at night, you sleep during it's most active time. Also, am holding thumbs that you do indeed get a BFP!! Glad that the root canal went well and that it's all sorted out! Toothache is horrible!

@ lillyr - what CD are you? If gearing up for the BO, good luck, if in the tww, even more good luck!


To everyone that I have missed, I'm sorry.

Lots of love, well wishes, babydust, joy and health to all.

xx