@Ceejay, welcome to the group! So so sorry to hear about your loss last year. How far are you now? The paranoia is normal and I don't think it will go away until our babies are safely in our arms so just know you are not alone. Not sure if you read our previous posts, but in the beginning I had zero symptoms (and I'm carrying twins!). My symptoms started around 7 weeks and it wasn't even that bad. I only had a lack of appetite and my low blood sugar caused my nausea. I have really not felt much pregnant this time around. And the symptoms comes and goes and the severity also differs from day to day (for me). I don't think you should worry. I just keep telling everyone that I think the Lord is giving me a break by not making my symptoms so bad.

My next appointment is also in 2 weeks and it feels like forever since I last saw my babies. Good luck with the wait and just keep the faith and keep praying. You will have a healthy baby in the end. Take care of yourself.
@Chanti, I also hate my own cooking and I don't even want to cook. I normally end up with fruit on my plate, or noodles or something unhealthy! Also struggling with the veggies. Still not into meat.
Oooh, I get those tightenings of my uterus that is sometimes uncomfortable! I can feel it get rock hard and have to rub against it. Also been having flutterings in my tummy, but only with Twin B. Twin A is snuggled too comfy in the placenta.
I am also not very comfortable sleeping and toss and turn around at night. Not seeing it getting any better soon though.
@Jay, how is the sickness and tiredness? It does get better just hang in there.
@Sparky, so excited for your scan on Sunday! and to have hubby go with is super special.
@Carien, how are you?
AFM, so I have been doing so well this week and feeling a lot more positive and energetic, but today I am sore. My body hurts. I have these horrible butt pain and pain in my (please excuse!) my private parts. My legs hurt, my tummy hurts. I struggle with headaches and just not feeling it today!

I am so so tired even though I think I slept okay. Hubby said I was sleeping like a dead person last night because I didn't even hear my youngest having nightmares and he put her in bed with us. I overslept this morning so I was late for work and I just cannot keep my eyes open.
Feels like I haven't slept in days and I am so emotional!
I actually feel like laughing at myself for sounding so pathetic.

Feeling so sorry for myself.