August-September 2010 Moms

i typed this looong response and my computer crashed. As in dead, i am now reimaging my machine just praying the back up tool has backed up all my data...

Ya we're thinking of starting trying again in august. When evan turns 1. It will be hectic now but in the long run i hope it wiil be worth it. Dh isnt getting any younger and his dad is in poor health. It is very important to me that my kids get to meet all their grandparents.

HEE HEE... well at least we are not alone...

my desk is a mess though i must confess... too much going on at the same time at the moment...

Kerry and you and I so much alike

although for me dishes, i cannot handle even one cup lying there

must have coasters, no water marks or tea, coffee spillage on my counters.

the hygiene thing, that freaks me out when people touch my stuff or my baby without washing hands. if i touch anything, i wash my hands 1000 times a day,knowing i will go touch somehting again to make it dirtier. my hands are so dry, i can later two bottles of cream a week and it wont even help.

when i have put K food in her bowl to eat, i take the spoon each time to clean out the sides, neaten it each time i give her a moutful, take exactly the same amount and make sure the food in the bowl is neat and clean and then scoop out a straigh line

it does not stop there, fussy in house, my baby and myself. i cant have anthing out of place, if i sit on my couch, each time i get off, even if to kitchen to leave something, i straighten it each time, knowing i am coming back in few secs

work same, my desk is neat always and i bring my own mr muscle and wipe every day with a cloth and the screen. my phone, everything. work with files, they have to be straight on my desk... hate skew things

thats why cause i am so fussy, my expectations of other people are also high...
dont know its good to be like that ...

I wont let nanny bath my baby ever. i wont let her cook my food ever, or K food. certain things are just wont people do

now i know my i am stressed and drained

Oh and just to add DH's Latest giggle

Kaelyn has a pack of 5 multi coloured bowls and a bunch of multi coloured spoons... I'll be damned if i don't find myself using the pink with the pink the blue with the blue... etc... and DH... bless his soul just gets this smirk when i come back with matching stuff...

I guess you could call it selective OCD huh? I cant bear dirty hands... if i crack an egg i wash my hands... if i crsck 10 eggs i wash my hands after each egg... Hubby loves watching this!

If i hang the washing, each item gets two of the SAME colour pegs... if its underwear the sock are hung neatly each pair next to each other and with the same colour pegs... then it'll be my brooks then his and so on... If DH hangs the washing he sends me away because i cant help myself i will stand there and re-arrange it and change the pegs and...

curtains need to be open... or closed properly... no half measures and absolutely no slit of light coming through between them... i cant count the times DH has had to get out of bed because he didn't close the curtains properly... (Or the dog bumped them open)

I can think of many others, but thats how it goes in general... I don't mind a few dishes in the sink though... learnt to live with it. Sinve K came along and i didn't get a chance to wash dishes and... i got over that.

shame LOL kerry

hope you feel better now

are you also OCD - ha ha

my friends make such fun of me. i am such a neat freak.

K also cant have her bowl anywhere near her, geez she turns around in her chair and reached for other stuff... its so hard to keep her still. in what ever she does

so i hold onto the bowl tightly... when i have dinner, i did not even down the last mouthful and i am cleaning up dishes and putting things away...

DH always tells me to wait, i am like no, things must be done now and put away, then i can relax... i wont sit down if my house is a little of out place - ha ha

i cant help it that i like to be organised in everything i do

Oooh ... so rorry... lol

I guess we can call that my gripe for the day.....